Went through my blogs.. Was hoping to find something there which I didn't. That day was a chirpy diary..
Started all this emo stuff when was on the car.. U are right.. You don't have to handle my emotional when you already got tons of sch work.. I totally agree.. 收拾了心情，不要再转牛角尖了！is it not because I don't trust you.. Is too many things in my life that makes me feels that marriages doesn't secure relationship. I can't build a trust with anyone.. Even for you.. Weird
Getting married in less than 2 mths time.. I am pretty sure of my decision.. I wanna get married to you.. But ain't too sure why this negative feeling is always so overwhelming.. Maybe because Rachel left.. Maybe because my dad don't comes home anymore. Is hard to believe that anyone will stay forever with anyone.. Is really hard.. But! You can't be worrying about things that didn't happen. And bloody hell that's what I am doing. I am worrying about things that hasn't happen.. And this kind of worrying doesn't helps in anything. It just seems to be I am a emoing cry baby.. Can't help it.. Lol
Yar.. I have to stop worrying about things that is not happening.. Coz it may not happen anyway..
I am enjoying my no work days these days.. Is really nice.. No work.. Just do my own things.. Feels good about it. :)
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