these 2 days seems really fun.. maybe coz i had being hiding myself in my room ever since.. Things had not been good.. and it doesn't feel good in whatever case that may face anyone.
Darts didnt make it into semis.. really disappointed. Although engxiong they all kept saying that we make it really far.. and wasn't expecting that. but as for me, i felt we could be in the finals. but now is so far away.
i think we were the 3rd on our table. and we didnt make it into the top 2.
This year darts proposed a whole new me. I never felt so confident infront of a dart board before. nv had i felt that i could take my opponent so easily. i love the feeling of being in the arena, playing the games.
against Hall 9, i felt it was my mistake again for taking my opponent to lightly. things could be better, we should be in semis, if not for that mistake. I felt so bad. coz it totally reminded me of last year darts finals, when i was the deciding board and i lost. it happened again this year. it makes me so moody that i couldn't play the next game and i blamed myself for not being able to do it. I should have.. and here comes a "what if.."
i only picked up myself after we lost 2 games which already cost us our semis. i won the rest of the 4 games. but it didnt help. but we came far. really.
this was my favourite spot in hall8, where i sat on the stairs and metally prepare myself. i know i couldn't be too relax, or i will lose. too stress, and i wun perform. So i sit there and just look, look at the arena, tell myself that that's the board i am gonna play and the board i will win. it became a ritual after i picked up myself.
i got the satisfation i nv had before and enjoyed myself. Thanks everyone. it felt like i had a long dream. if only i dun have to wake up. and do my fyp.. lol.
I am now like a kid, had too much fun and need to pack up my feeling and go back to school again. Is time to stop dreaming.
ohwells, shall spend today emoing in my room. but only today. k?
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