Wondering are there still people popping by this blog these days.. mixture feelings of want and don't want Maybe more to don't want la.. den i can freely blog what-so-ever and ain't afraid of anyone gonna see this. I saw him at gym yesterday. The feeling was weird.. I was very much hoping he won't see me.. but i ended up saying hi to him.. cause i tot it was only polite to. So went back to shop yesterday night.. Me and rach chat so much.. I think we slept at 3am.. about our most love.. about her marriage.. about our feelings.. It feels good there is a channel for release.. it feels good talking all about it again.. I forgot alot.. me as usual.. bad memory.